Unloved

He lay there, swimming in a pool of his own blood,

A knife in one hand a note in the other,

The stereo on full blast,

He was alone that night and no one knew that he took his own life,

There was pain in his life,

Pain that you’d never even think of,

Pain that makes you cry,

Pain that makes even the toughest want to die,

He just couldn’t take it,

He’d had enough,

The lying, the beating, the pain

No one deserves the life he had,

That night he slit his throat

He ended all the pain,

At his sad, sad funeral, no one even came,

Now you know why he wanted to die,

His life was worse than death….

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Never Knew

Dark and dreary the night is old,
Please listen Coz this story must be told,
A long Dark Alley, A cold, cold night,
A girl and a guy

He grabbed her, a rope around her Neck,
Fighting for Her life, like A Fish
'Till her body became limp

Out of the alley, into his car,
He drove and drove, and drove,
No one ever knew How far,
He took her...to a house,
Locked her in a room,

Crying, crying, crying, thinking
That room would become...her tomb,
He raped her, slitting her throat.
Buried...under the floorboards
That room became her tomb.

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Teenager forever

Seventeen is your lucky number,

The number where you let it go

Everything you were will never be again.

You had someone who loved you

A girl to help you through

But now she’ll never know what she’ll miss of you

She’ll hold on to your memory of long nights on the net

She hates herself for knowing that now that you are gone

She will never get the joy, of knowing you two met.

I don’t your pain, your thoughts or your life

But I still know you’re gone, whether rope or whether knife.

You made people happy, well, one at least,

By not doing anything

Just ‘cos you did exist

But now you’ve made your choice,

You’ve ended all your pain

But instead of ending it completely, you passed it on to more

Your decision was probably right for you

You‘d had it to the point

You needed some relief 

And that was what you got

But even though she never met you, this girl still holds you dear,

She loves you more than anything

She’ll miss you never-the-less.

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Thank You

I see your face,

I feel your warmth,

I know that you are near,

You no longer walk this earth,

But I know that you are hear,

You’re watching over me,

And you help me see, that everyone is different,

And just to let them be.

But now I know your wisdom,

I’m still no better than the rest,

I love, I hate, I fight, I even struggle sometimes,

But knowing you are near just gives me more hope,

That life is worth living,

And I will never let you down.

You helped me when I needed it most,

But even though I cannot see you,

You are still helping me through.

Your kind words and your laughter,

Have never left our lives,

And your spirit and your talent will live on through-out the years.

So what I'm trying to say is thank you,

Thank you for being there,
thank you for helping,

And thank you most of all for never letting us down,

In our lives your spirit will always be found,

Thank You.

Dedicated to

 Mr. Phil Larkin.

A poem about a wise, caring man….

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Carly Adored

Trusting was your nature

But also your mistake

You were beautiful and smart

But you couldn’t get away

Still it should not have been the way

Never again will your name be forgot

Forever we will miss you

You made an impact on so many people

And as long as they still love you

You will always be known

I can’t say much about you as a person

But I do know how much you were adored

I just wish I had a chance

To know you,

To love you,

To have a reason to care.

May peace be with you.

R.I.P

Carly Ryan

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Tragedy of Ours

Happy and oh so charming

Sweet and always there

You loved our family as your own

You were always welcome here

Never were you rude to us

We love,

This will never pass

You fell sick

It was a tragedy

I’ll never know why it happened to you

You were fit and happy with life

But this we could not change

I’ll never forget the man you were

But still I loved the man you became.

I’ll never forget that night

When you were laying there

You looked so peaceful and oh so cold

I didn’t know what to do.

They finally came and took you away

As I tried to stay strong

Never have you felt pain

Until you’ve seen the death of a loved one

R.I.P

Wayne Kampus

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Unbelievable reactions never thought that it would be

Hard to know just what happened between you and me

I never even looked at you twice

 I never thought of you like that

I believed we’d never be

You just wanted what you couldn’t have.

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Never thought we would be this happy

Never thought you would be this kind

Never believed I would love you this much

Never even crossed my mind

You were always there for me

You were never rude

You were sweet and held me so close

And you waited for me to come to you

I never want to hurt you baby

I don’t know how I’d go on

I never want to leave your side

I never want to see you wave goodbye

Coz baby I

Never thought we would be this happy

Never thought you would be this kind

Never believed I would love you this much

Never even crossed my mind

Baby with you I am free, free to be me

Free to be me

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#1

Darkness spiraling down towards me into a pit of nothingness.

Never to emerge again until you lean in your kiss and let me awaken.

My eyes shut and my heart still, waiting for all eternity just to see you smile at me again.

Your touch as soft and as gentle as ever your eyes so clear and warm.

Oh what I would give for you to hold me in your arms. To let forth your love for me again.

I cry myself to sleep wishing you were here.

My heart aches, pain I have never felt before.

Does my life have a meaning? Or is my only purpose to be known as a joke?

To never again have the joy of feeling your soft, warm lips on mine. Let them spread. Let them move all over the ups and downs of my body.

Your fingers tracing my every outline.

Your breath sends shivers down my spine and every glance just makes me melt.

Your voice comes warm and kind but comes to a sudden halt as everything starts to fade and I fall.

Faster and faster I plunge to the darkness falling into what may be my long awaited death.

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Unloved

He lay there, swimming in a pool of his own blood,

A knife in one hand a note in the other,

The stereo on full blast,

He was alone that night and no one knew that he took his own life,

There was pain in his life,

Pain that you’d never even think of,

Pain that make you cry,

Pain that makes even the toughest want to die,

He just couldn’t take it,

He’d had enough,

The lying, the beating, the pain

No one deserves the life he had,

That night he slit his throat

He ended all the pain,

At his sad, sad funeral, no one even came,

Now you know why he wanted to die,

His life was worse than death….

Tags: Spaz Poetry

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