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ok so in my english class i had to recite a poem over 15 lines long, so i recited one that was 28 lines long, called Playing dead By Andrew Hudgins, and i won, me and this other guy named Mason, who read Billy collins work, so me and him are going against the school, but i have to choose a different poem i'm either going to Read "A Fixed Idea" by Amy Lowell or Experience by Ralph Waldo Emerson.
OR Invictus By William Ernest Henley

i'm not sure i like them all.
grrr
why must this be so difficult, the competition is in two months so i have time to choose, but i'd like to know now so i can get a head start on learning it!!! i really want to win and go to state!


read them and tell me which i should read?!?!?! please!!

 

this morning. This morning I didn't want to lift my head,
I didn't even want to get out of bed.

This morning I didn't want to take a shower,
all I could do was listen to the clock tick another hour.

This morning I didn't want to sing a song,
I just hoped the morning wouldn't go on.

This morning I didn't want to see the sun shine,
to see it meant I wasn't fine.

This morning I didn't want to eat,
I didn't even want for my bed to look neat.

This morning I didn't want to go to school,
this just wasn't the day for me to act cool.

This morning I didn't want to talk to anyone,
I just didn't want to have any fun.

This morning I didn't want to hear the truth,
I didn't want to front or act couth.

This morning I hated what I saw.
This morning I just couldn't go on.
This morning for me was just all wrong

End Of Innocence

by Christina Montano Secrets, secrets
Lies, lies
She sits in her room,
and cries and cries.
There's no more trust
In this girl's heart.
She finally found out
That life isn't perfect.
She lived in dreams,
As children often do.
But she crawled out
Into the world everyone knew.
Things that once were.
Happiness once known;
The truth of it all
To her was shown.
Her little heart
Will never trust again.
She'll never know
A real true friend.
No more trust,
For no more lies.
She'll sit in her room
And cry and cry

There is a part of me
That feels I am different from everyone else.
Something that I can't quite see,
Something that I can't quite feel,
Something so unreal.
But this 'thing' is always there,
This 'thing' with others, I will never share.
So I push it to the back of my mind,
All the thoughts of boys and clothes
And make-up, it is hiding behind.
Sometimes, when I have almost forgotten,
It comes back with such ferocity,
Angry and unforgiving.
I feel so lost and sad,
Whatever caused this feeling
Must have been so horrible and bad.
A lost memory or something else,
I'll never know,
Whatever it is,
I know for sure,
I can never let this feeling show.

ok this question starts out with my boyfriend breaking up with me august 31st. and since then this guy i've known for 6 years (i liked him immensly for the first two years) has been my crutch since then, he waited fror me to get over everything, and i still haven't but this question isn't really about me and him, he has this ex, Tab, and she cheats on him everytime they go out, and then he gets hurt and comes back to me, and i feel bad as usual but he texted me today asking this

(here's the whole convo over text)

Him: "hey if you had the chance to go back out with the one you love would you? i'm talking about Tab and me"

Me: "if you loved her yes, i still love tony with all my heart and if i had the chance yeah i'd go for it, so if you love Tab then go for it.

Him:"what if you really like someone else but you can't go out with them right now. i'm talking about you"

Me: "well if the one you love makes you happy, then the person you like shouldn't hold you back, because the person you like wants you to be happy and nothing less"

Him: "what if both makes you happy?"

Me: "then its a desicion you need to make, either wait aroud for weeks for something or take what you can get now

Him: "what would you do?"

Me: "i'd go for the person i love, but still keep the person i like close in case i change my mind and i try to fix it, its a mistake i made 10 months ago"

Him: "so go out with Tab and keep you here?"

Me:"yeah if thats what you want."

Him: "thanks you're a true friend i can always count on well, let me call her back and if you want to talk just text me ok i'll always be here for you"

Me:" i try to be a truse friend, for so long i pushed people away and i'm trying to fix that, expecting no more than what i gave them"

Him:" you're the greatest"

Me: "thanks

Him:"if you need me you know what to do"

Me: "yeah ok

Him: "are you mad at me?"

Me: "no! how could i be? you made a desicion its not my nchoice nor my life. i couldn't be mad at you, honestly i would have chose Tab over me"

Him: "k, why?"

Me:" well i'm not going to stay heartbroken forever but it will be a long time, if i were you i wouldn't wait around for me."

end of convo

so to be truthful, i do like him ,but i'm sick of surpessing everyone's happyness for my own, and a little part of me will get satisfacion when she cheats on him again and he comes back to me, and i'll be there to pick up the pieces again. but did i make the right choice leading him back to her? and denying my own right to be happy?

life does not demand death, death demands the end of life, and let me tell you, i stared death in the face and had the time of my life.

lol some deep shit right there!

yeah i so made that up in my mind when i was e-mailing freak0neal   

it has been a long time since i went on this site, too long, that just goes to show i'm super busy all th time. well i'm back in rotc and this year i'm tech sergent which makes me the flight sergant of my flight ( i went up 4 ranks from my last permenant rank ) i feel pretty good about it, i wish i had gotten commander like i applied for but sergant is just as good i still get to boss people around, (not that i would or anything like that) anyways my bus will be here soon so i'm going to get off, when i get home i'll prolly post again.
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ok so i'm getting braces sometime this summer, does anyone know how they are, like does it hurt when they put them on, and what about after, what can i do to make them less painful afterwards, i don't need them for long its only 3-4 teeth that need straightening but i need a tooth or two taken out, i need them for at least 6 months then a retainer afterwards, can anybody tell me? and need the rubber bands for my overbite whats up with that?

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is acting up, i had an attack today, it was horrible i was laughing really hard and all of a sudden a tightness grew in my throat and a shortness of breath, then i blacked out, my parents may have to call for an ambulance i'm scared, all is ok now, i took my inhaler, but when i go to bed my rents (parents) have to start watching me, if feel like shit. does anyone know how i may be able to deal with this asthma?

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