For once in my young adult life can people in general just stop asking me about my love life or lack there of. I am getting so sick of the same fucking dumbass question and having to give the same fucking response. For those of you who are now possibly tempted to ask me, Don't! I am single, most likely will be for a very long time. I know what love feels like. It fucking hurts, its worthless and a waste of my time. I can't afford to deal with it financially or emotionally anymore and I wish people would just fucking stop asking. I will always be single! I have love of family and love of friendship and thats all I need. I don't want or need a romantic love and I don't need a romantic relationship. I have been mostly single for the past three years with a few minor exceptions that were mostly meaningless experiments so to speak, not worth even being referred to as relationships. The last meaningful relationship I had, the guy ended up killing himself! do you think i want to go through that again? I didn't think so. So for fucking crying out loud just stop asking me about my love live or lack there of because the irritation and anger will always be the same.
