Title: question, i want to know if i did the right thing
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Blog Entry: ok this question starts out with my boyfriend breaking up with me august 31st. and since then this guy i've known for 6 years (i liked him immensly for the first two years) has been my crutch since then, he waited fror me to get over everything, and i still haven't but this question isn't really about me and him, he has this ex, Tab, and she cheats on him everytime they go out, and then he gets hurt and comes back to me, and i feel bad as usual but he texted me today asking this (here's the whole convo over text) Him: "hey if you had the chance to go back out with the one you love would you? i'm talking about Tab and me" Me: "if you loved her yes, i still love tony with all my heart and if i had the chance yeah i'd go for it, so if you love Tab then go for it. Him:"what if you really like someone else but you can't go out with them right now. i'm talking about you" Me: "well if the one you love makes you happy, then the person you like shouldn't hold you back, because the person you like wants you to be happy and nothing less" Him: "what if both makes you happy?" Me: "then its a desicion you need to make, either wait aroud for weeks for something or take what you can get now Him: "what would you do?" Me: "i'd go for the person i love, but still keep the person i like close in case i change my mind and i try to fix it, its a mistake i made 10 months ago" Him: "so go out with Tab and keep you here?" Me:"yeah if thats what you want." Him: "thanks you're a true friend i can always count on well, let me call her back and if you want to talk just text me ok i'll always be here for you" Me:" i try to be a truse friend, for so long i pushed people away and i'm trying to fix that, expecting no more than what i gave them" Him:" you're the greatest" Me: "thanks Him:"if you need me you know what to do" Me: "yeah ok Him: "are you mad at me?" Me: "no! how could i be? you made a desicion its not my nchoice nor my life. i couldn't be mad at you, honestly i would have chose Tab over me" Him: "k, why?" Me:" well i'm not going to stay heartbroken forever but it will be a long time, if i were you i wouldn't wait around for me." end of convo so to be truthful, i do like him ,but i'm sick of surpessing everyone's happyness for my own, and a little part of me will get satisfacion when she cheats on him again and he comes back to me, and i'll be there to pick up the pieces again. but did i make the right choice leading him back to her? and denying my own right to be happy?
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