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I have very little in this life I care for, and I assure you, despite what you may believe, you won't be one of them. I've grown so utterly tired of the human populous that if given the chance...I'd most likely bring hell upon this world. With a sadistic little grin upon my lips I can only imagine all the torment that I'd bestow upon each of your pathetic corpses. Such trivial lives...such trivial people...I've been proven time and time again that the majority of this race shouldn't be permitted the pleasure of reproduction... As for you women out there, don't bother...you'll find me more of a manipulator then you'll ever be...and your quite simply not worth my time.



Whom or what I am isn't of much importance...but if you must know I'm nothing more then pain, pleasure, insanity, and sorrow all embodied within a corpse. Residing within me are urges that most of the general populace would find rather...displeasing to say the least. In my eyes, however, they are simply a means of pleasure, a way of bringing a sadistic little grin upon my lips, a way to feast. Ah to be a sadist...to bestow both excruciating pain and unimaginable pleasure upon someone is a something I quite fancy... Come now...wouldn't you?



Ah fuck it, lets just get right down to it shall we? In otherwords I'm a melodramatic smartass who just simply adores fucking with the minds of others... I don't lie about who I am or anything of real significance for that matter...I have no need nor care to. I've been told by countless that I'm extremely manipulative and seductive in nature, which I take as great complements even if not necessarily meant to be regarded as such. I've been called manipulative, seductive, cold hearted, intelligent, wise, overly emotional, melodramatic, loving, passionate, and my personal favorites a demon and a God. I'm each of those and so much more, I'm whatever I so choose to be...and nothing you shall ever understand...



In regards to love I've learned that, more often then not, it's one sided...my past two and only relationships have shown me that quite well. I find it rather disappointing that the only two women who I believed would never betray me, and meant those words that slipped from their lovely lips spouted nothing but deceitful lies... Never did I believe that those I considered so beautiful could be so disgusting within...and yet I still love the both of them, guess I was the only one who neglected to lie...



After reading this far you may have formulated the idea that I'm an asshole and probably rather hard to get along with, in doing so you would be mistaken. Remember kids, I told you not to assume you'll ever understand me...and just because I'm an arrogant asshole doesn't mean that I'm not easy to get along with. In actuality I'm quite easy to get along with and normally rather laid back...



Religion...heh...religion is a funny thing...it seems that everyone thinks that they have it all figured out, that theirs is law. The fact of the matter is, no-one truly knows what lies beyond death save for the dead...and unless you can perform miracles I don't see you speaking to them anytime soon. Even if you did manage to do so, who's to say they wouldn't lie...I would if I were them just to dick you over. You can place your faith into whatever you wish and I shall never discriminate you for doing so...but the moment you attempt to shove your religion down my throat, tell me that I'm going to be damned for not believing in the way you do...I will deem you a worthless meat puppet. I don't deep throat anything, and that includes your religious beliefs.



My spiritual beliefs are my own, formed within my mind to avoid the taint of outside influence...lies. I've come to call myself Abyssian, and It was only after I established these beliefs that I began to look outward, simply for reinforcement and the possibility of others. If you wish to learn more simply visit the rants section of my profile, and feel free to inquire if you so wish...