what a pain life is to me.
a pain u shall never see.
slash my wrists and leave me to die. not a tear, no one will cry
the truth of life is lost to all. crack my bones against the wall
you try live a life of joy.
It is but a childish ploy
I prepare to take my last breath. as i stand embracing death
attentively watching the drops of blood, that slowly creates the endless flood
you pretend like all is fine. but the joy is your`s, not mine
over and over you play the game. hopelessly in search of undying fame
a tear trembles down my cheek. and recurringly i start to weep
I start to die outside and in. feeling the decaying of my skin
thinking back to what i had. no memories, good nor sad
my dreams slowly turn to tears. and my aspirations change to fears
you encourage me to rise up and fly. but my wings tremble as i reach the sky
you look and yet you cannot see, all the pain you brought upon me
will you miss me when im gone? i never got the happyness for which i longed
no reason left for me to fight. i fall. crawl away from the light
twist the rope around my neck. within a second, release myself from this wreck
I die on my own again. nothing left, just my pain...
